Dating is complicated

I guess I need a bit more therapy before I put this down.

There's too much to explain, but let it be enough to say I've gone from being single to being in a relationship with The Girl. Something that has worked out really well. Except for the fact that Audrey freaked out, called me a liar sobbing on the phone; and Bree blocked me out of facebook.

To them, I am a liar. I told them over and over I couldn't do relationships, I couldn't deal with it. Truth was, I just wasn't as invested as they were. They both were really into me... and I hurt them because I lied. I hate being the cause of someone else's pain.

Other than that... my philandering days are behind me it seems. I haven't slept with anyone in a little over a month... now *that's* a dry spell. The amount of phone sex has increased in direct result of that. I'm still at 7/7. heh.