Another break up.

It came down to the fact that we had absolutely nothing in common.

I could see it coming, even from last week. But she brought it up though. Kudos for that, I think it would have taken me longer to do that. We talked for quite a few hours. It was okay, not as hard as I thought breaking up with someone would have been. We even had dinner afterwards. Just generally talking about us and what we've gone through.

I was getting too dependent and possessive of her. So breaking it up completely, and not doing the whole half way thing (which was a possibility) is the best I think. Goes to show me that I can't do the casual thing while we were having super serious conversations and mind blowing sex.

What am I feeling? Well, there's a mild sense of relief that I didn't get myself in another relationship. There's also a small sense of loss, because we did click at least on the physical sense. I'm going to miss the escape she provided me with.

Now I have to find something else to fill that hole with.